Friday, October 22, 2021

 3. The BEST 10 YEARS in my Career



I have started this journey with this career in the year of 1995. For me it just like marriage, I called it journey because at started with first step at the beginning  and now almost over million step over 25 years. Why I still in this career for so long because more and more I have discovered that I truly love this career.

The journey in this career shape me who I am today. From some one who were plain heart to a such soft and beautiful heart and from the one who started the life in fast mode to a very calmness step in anything including thinking, gesture and communicating. Now I am 50 years old, I have another 10 years to be in this journey. Because of this love and passion, I want to create the best 10 years as to plan to have such a very significant memory to leave behind. 

What things I truly love with this career? 

1. Meeting younger generation asking to be guided, loved and accepted.

2. Through sessions conducted from time to time, I can see the real world behind closed door.

3. All I learned through session give me ideas and new insight to look at things and able create the new and acceptable to any generation.

4. Everyday I am in helping others zone of life

5. It truly connect the giver nature in me

6. I can feel more and more love in the space

7. I can realize that I have talent, passion and be at right purpose with this career.

8. I can feel how beauty human connection as part of love creation by Allah. 

9. My soul alive and it generate more and more energy at any time when I touch any aspect of my work.

10. I have realize that, It meant to be for me with this journey and it is the great gift from Allah.


What I want to achieve as my best 10 years?

As my best 10 years, I want to make this 10 years truly my giving years to the core of life. I give all my best, my session will be missed by my students and clients, produce complete module handling 10 issue which normally faced by my students, run continuous workshops so that people shift and grow throughout attending my course, get connected to the experts here and overseas, create big impact programme which involve many parties as the great team, Talk to community in create change and leading a better life. I want to have the best farewell which make many people cry over it, no one will replace me and no one will have bigger than the power of love I have in this heart. This is my promise to the god, myself, my father and my sister. I will leave behind a legendary.

How do it be started?

I have started this year of January with setting intention for the new year, then I can see and feel the wave keep coming my way, such Pn Saba programme, ISP, Counseling Support |Group, Coaching with Laura, Mary and John online. Their email truly help in this journey.

I truly believe many more will come my way, such yesterday my new steps with Fikrah Pahang. I truly connect with those people in the team even they ask me to contribute ideas on parenting.

When the time will stop and I will officially resign?

I will reach the age of 60 by 21 April 2031. The day will be my last day, I will celebrate my birthday with those who have the same type of LOVE in HEART like me, I will treat them special as my big thank you and will do pray for them that Allah grant them Jannah on their effort.

FAMILY

OFFICE

OUTSOURCE TEAM

3 celebrations on that day, 

Thank you Allah for your GREAT LOVE, Thank you dad for your inspiration, thank you mum for having me in your tummy and inherited your brilliance to me, thank you Ummi for always be there during my down time, Thank you Along for your struggle and strength that truly live permanently in my heart, Thank you all and everyone across in my journey as good lesson or gift. 









Sunday, October 17, 2021

 2. Iphone 13


All people in the house keep talking about this iphone 13. I know how much my family want this tools to be used. I have a feeling that, I truly want to give them each of them one. There 5 of us in the family, so all of us determine our own color of the phone, me myself will pick up white, hubby will be the black one and my youngest Harraz will get the red one, My second son who is always love blue color will blue and last but not least pink will go to kakak Hidana wahida who is the only daughter I have.

Phone is symbol love and communication for me, if you love, as well as we still live in this world, we have to communicate. we can simplify as LOVE, LIVE and COMMUNICATE (LLC). My heart decided that, iphone will be my last previous gifts for the family as we are appreciating Love, Live and Communication. We are appreciating each other moment by moment.

I just waiting, waiting the moment of money to be transferred to my account, getting them iphone is one of the way I choose to celebrate the happiness we have at the end. In sha Allah, now we are at the final stage of settling everything regarding house selling. When the time come, it will come. Sure it is worth waiting and everybody will be in the ZEST happiness. 

Keep waiting with full hope
Slowly but surely

❤❤❤ 

Thursday, October 14, 2021


MY LIFE, MY ASPIRATION ....

What I want to achieve ?


Always asking yourself what you want? That is my practice in life and I will listing it down and telling myself about it from time to time as to remind me, I have something to look up to. I choose the word Aspiration, I wrote down my near aspiration that I want to achieve. 

1. My Second Umrah Journey 


I want to to feel again the feeling glorious, graceful and gratitude once again but this time with all 5 members of my family. This the only place you will never forget the feeling of closeness with Allah, just think of your solat, fasting, Quran and Qiyam night and day, Subhana Allah. Cannot wait to be there again.
My husband and I, the first moment we went out just two of us to catch the beautiful night there.




The day of Tawaf wida' which we were saying good bye with full of missing feeling and strong promise to come again with all  my children.



Mum, Ina and me we were room mates...I miss this young lady very much, When I pray to have someone helping me taking care of mum there, Allah sent her, the right person she is so good with mum.

I wish to have this beautiful and memorable Umrah journey again this time round with my children, I want them see Kaabah and pray there first before they start their career and marriage life. Consider this will be my great gift to them. Love will make you reach beyond expectation.

I am Back with BLOGGING...YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Alhamdulilah, its happen on today Friday 15th October, another 10 days for my first born turning 24 and my youngest one will turn to 19. Time flies huhuhu. I will be back blogging. The space for me to engage with one of my good at, writing and expressing my heart saying. Yeayyyy.

This can be my continuation Malay blog which I stopped writing on 2014. Its about 8 years ago. I have lots to say and share, the progress of life which turn my insight brighter from time to time. Why this time I continue blogging? its time to collect the journey that I can reflect, engaging my self back to my nature of person and I can give something memorable enough for my children, family, friends and all loved ones that I have met along the way. LOVE LOVE LOVE so much love you give, so much love you will receive.




 3. The BEST 10 YEARS in my Career I have started this journey with this career in the year of 1995. For me it just like marriage, I called ...